December is a bitch month

December feelings on the rise again

I sit in place and look at nothing. 

Yay!

It’s cold. 

Yay!

There’s rain.

I caught myself staring at the ground, emptying my mind of anything I ever thought

How much time has passed?

5 minutes

Cool.

I thought 3 hours passed

I’m scrolling again lololololol

Mindless activities for the mindless individual 🥰

Head’s full of Jack shit right now

How much time has passed?

The whole day

Oh. 

Oops ok that’s not what I thought was happening. 

Man I’m in the dumps. 

Am I supposed to be doing something?

Bear mode hibernate we’re in bear mode

Idk there’s so much to do. 

Lady across from me on the train finished her snickers and I didn’t even notice she ate it. 

Time really passes huh